This is not ridiculous, but this is wonderful. I am not interested to have any kind of lovey-dovey relationship because I wanna give my love only to the person I'm going to marry one day in the future. It's great, kan?
And one thing I was thinking right now, is that how lucky is that person to have me, who always miss and love him eventhough at this moment where I still don't know who is that person. I can't even wonder and guess who is he.

